Southern Roots

The Dust Outside Mercer Store · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

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Winter came gently to Copper Falls.

The first frost silvered the grass in November.

By December, smoke curled from chimneys each morning, and Marlo could walk through town without people staring at the scars of what had happened.

Some scars could not be seen anyway.

The court formally restored the eighty acres to her on December 9.

Marlo stood at the boundary with the deed in her hands.

Silas beside her.

The land rolled beneath winter grass toward limestone hills.

Near the southern edge, clear water bubbled from a spring Henry had once dreamed about.

Marlo knelt and touched it.

Cold.

Pure.

Still flowing.

She cried.

Not from sadness alone.

From the strange feeling of receiving something she had already mourned.

“Henry wanted a house here,” she said.

Silas stood several feet away.

“He wanted fruit trees.”

“What kind?”

“Peaches.”

Silas looked around.

“Ground’s decent.”

“You know peaches?”

“No.”

Marlo laughed through her tears.

“Then why did you say that?”

“Sounded supportive.”

She threw a handful of grass at him.

He grinned.

The shack where Marlo had lived remained at the edge of town.

She could have left it immediately.

Instead she stayed through winter.

Silas built a small cabin on her restored property—not for himself, he insisted, but as a place to store tools.

Nobody believed him.

Especially Marlo.

By January, the cabin contained a bed.

By February, curtains.

“Tool storage?” she asked.

“Important tools.”

“The quilt is a tool?”

“Cold prevention.”

“And the coffee pot?”

“Emergency equipment.”

Marlo shook her head.

“You are the worst liar I’ve ever met.”

Silas became quieter.

“I haven’t lied about the important things.”

She knew.

That was why she trusted him.

Yet happiness brought its own fear.

Marlo had spent years surviving.

Survival had rules.

Work.

Eat.

Sleep.

Avoid danger.

Happiness was less predictable.

It gave life something to take.

One afternoon she received a letter.

The return address was St. Joseph, Missouri.

Silas recognized the handwriting.

His mother.

Marlo handed it to him unopened.

He stared at it for several minutes.

“I haven’t seen her in eight years.”

“Why?”

“After Rebecca died, I left.”

“You blamed yourself.”

“Yes.”

“Did she?”

“No.”

“Then why punish both of you?”

Silas looked annoyed.

“You ask inconvenient questions.”

“I learned from you.”

He finally opened the letter.

His mother was ill.

Not dying, according to the letter.

But older.

Lonely.

She had heard from a former marshal that Silas was in Texas.

Her message contained no accusation.

Only five words at the end.

Come home if you can.

Silas sat for a long time.

Marlo knew what he needed.

“You should go.”

His eyes lifted.

“You want me to leave?”

“No.”

“Sounds like it.”

“I want you to stop confusing staying with standing still.”

He stared at her.

“Go see your mother.”

“And you?”

“I have eighty acres.”

“A broken fence.”

“Yes.”

“A roof that leaks.”

“It barely leaks.”

“A mule that hates everyone.”

“He has standards.”

Silas almost laughed.

Marlo took his hand.

“I’ll be here.”

That was what finally convinced him.

Not guilt.

Not duty.

The promise of somewhere to return.

Silas left in March.

Marlo watched him ride north until he became a dot against the horizon.

She cried afterward.

Then went to work.

She planted a small peach orchard.

Tom Miller helped repair fencing.

Mrs. Henderson brought curtains and refused payment.

Young Samuel Pike took a job helping with chickens.

Copper Falls itself began changing.

Judge Ward appointed an interim lawman until elections could be held.

Businesses stopped paying unofficial “security fees.”

Several families cheated out of land joined civil claims.

Horace Mercer sold the ruined general store to cover restitution.

Before leaving town, he came to Marlo.

He looked ten years older.

“I know you have no reason to forgive me.”

Marlo remained silent.

“I told myself everyone did business the same way.”

He removed his hat.

“I told myself McGraw would take the land whether I helped or not.”

Still she said nothing.

“I told myself many things.”

Marlo finally spoke.

“And were any of them true?”

“No.”

She nodded.

“Then maybe stop telling yourself things.”

Horace looked at her.

“Will you ever forgive me?”

Marlo considered the question.

“I don’t know.”

He seemed disappointed.

She continued.

“But I don’t spend every morning hating you anymore.”

He nodded.

“That is more mercy than I deserve.”

“Probably.”

Then he left.

Marlo realized afterward that forgiveness did not always arrive as affection.

Sometimes it simply meant another person no longer controlled your thoughts.

Spring arrived.

Peach saplings produced leaves.

Silas did not return.

April became May.

Marlo received one letter.

His mother had suffered pneumonia.

He was staying until she recovered.

Marlo understood.

But understanding did not eliminate loneliness.

June came.

Still no Silas.

Whispers started in town.

“He was always a drifter.”

“You knew he wouldn’t settle.”

“Men like that don’t stay.”

Marlo tried ignoring them.

Then one afternoon, Gideon Mercer returned to Copper Falls.

Not free.

He was being transported through the county under guard after testifying in another corruption proceeding.

The wagon stopped for water.

Marlo saw him from across the street.

For the first time since the trial, their eyes met.

Gideon smiled.

“You look lonely.”

The deputy told him to be quiet.

Gideon continued.

“Cowboy finally get tired of playing savior?”

Marlo walked toward the wagon.

The deputy stiffened.

She stopped several feet away.

Months earlier, seeing Gideon would have filled her with terror.

Now she felt almost nothing.

“You know something?” she said.

His smile faded.

“I used to think you were powerful.”

Gideon’s jaw tightened.

Marlo looked at the chains around his wrists.

“You were never powerful.”

She stepped closer.

“You just lived among people who were afraid.”

Gideon stared at her.

“And now?”

Marlo smiled.

“Now they aren’t.”

She walked away.

That evening, she sat near the spring on her land.

A peach sapling trembled in the warm wind.

For the first time, Marlo accepted the possibility that Silas might not return.

It hurt.

But she would survive.

More importantly, she would live.

There was a difference.

The next morning, Samuel Pike came running from the road.

“Mrs. Ashford!”

Marlo dropped the bucket.

“What?”

“Rider coming!”

Her heart stopped.

She turned.

A horse approached along the southern road.

Black hat.

Broad shoulders.

Gray eyes.

Silas Boone.

Marlo began walking.

Then running.

He barely had time to dismount before she reached him.

She struck his chest.

Hard.

“Ow.”

“Three months.”

“My mother almost died.”

“I know.”

“Then why are you hitting me?”

“Because letters exist.”

“I wrote.”

“One letter!”

“The mail is unreliable.”

“You are unreliable.”

He smiled.

Marlo hit him again.

Then threw her arms around him.

Silas held her so tightly her feet nearly left the ground.

“I came back.”

She buried her face against his neck.

“You took too long.”

“I know.”

He pulled away slightly.

“There’s something else.”

Marlo looked behind him.

A covered wagon approached.

An older woman sat beside a driver.

Silas smiled nervously.

“My mother.”

Marlo stared.

“You brought your mother?”

“She wanted to meet the woman who convinced me I was an idiot.”

“I never said idiot.”

“She inferred it.”

Marlo laughed.

Then Silas became serious.

“I sold what little I owned in Missouri.”

Her smile faded.

“What does that mean?”

He reached into his coat.

Not for a ring.

For a folded piece of paper.

A deed.

Forty acres bordering Marlo’s land.

“I bought the Miller parcel.”

Marlo stared.

“Why?”

Silas looked at her as though the answer were obvious.

“Because if you’ll have me, I’d like to stop riding away.”

Her throat tightened.

Silas took her hand.

“I don’t want your land.”

He looked toward the peach trees.

“I don’t want to rescue you.”

His gaze returned to hers.

“And I don’t want you owing me anything.”

He took a breath.

“I just want a life next to yours.”

Marlo cried before he even asked the question.

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